mira, que ves?

OK this entry is meant for those who were offended by what i last wrote...the entry was not made to pinpoint anyone in specific...i was just really pissed off from everything that occurred this past week...the accumulation of emotions i've held inside with all the problems i've been dealing with more out of school than in, although things inside school do play a role, have dragged me down....so i really wanted this specific post to go out to Priscilla and especially those whom i have offended,,,ur not my problems and never will be...Especially you priscilla, u've been the one i've talked to on numerous occasions and i've gotten to know you as a great friend...for all the others such as Gina, Don, etc. (etc=those whom know i trust you and have no problems with) i apologize for this selfish entry....i just found that writing out my emotions would alieviate stress and it only created more.....please understand that i have personal problems that i can't speak to you all about, but hope that you all comprehend that i greatly admire each and everyone of you guys for whom you are....
signing off for good,
s.g.jr.

i dont know what i'm gonna do with myself....it all began last night at work when i got dizzy and almost fainted...then, i got the biggest headache and yet again MORE DIIZZYNESS....so i decided to stay home today and its a good thing i did...my dad told me i looked like a barbarian and decided i should get my hair cut regardless of whether or not i felt well, which was why he accompanied me...^_^....and after all this, and a little more, i've come to the realization that some of my "friends" suck....they don't care about a person and their health and make the stupidest comments ever....and those whom i figured would be somewhat sympathetic were just not and tagged along...some fuckin friends....FUCK THE WORLD AND FUCK SCHOOL...MY FUCKING LIFE AND I'LL DO WHAT EVER THE FUCK I WANT...i'm not out to please the world, im out to please myself...if people don't like it then go fuck urselves......so much more to say but i gotta get to work and worry about ME!
Heather will probably be the only one who understands me, so YAY Heather...xoxo

well school sux...i miss my friends from the class of 2004....I WANT OUT!!!
I wonder if anyone will be mad at me for dropping ap bio..*ponders* -_-o0o0o

Current Mood: aggravated
Current Music: frou frou-"let go"

ALRIGHT SENIORS LISTEN UP! WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU ARE GOING TO ENJOY MOST OF SENIOR YEAR? (HINT: GRADUATION DOES NOT COUNT ^_^)  pOsT!! ^.^

COUNTDOWN TO HELL:

T-MINUS-----------> 6 DAYS....O JOY!!! -_-

well about 2 weeks left for school, and i must say i'm pretty nervous...and i don't mean about the courses i'm taking, but about the people i'll be leaving behind once i move...things will never be the same...Gina, Jess,Kat,Cory, and all the great friends i've made along the way are going to be soo far away...i don't know how i'll survive...it's all like weird *_*...will update more later...

Current Mood: determined

the schedule posted prior to this entry has been changed...just a minor change
AP ENGLISH
AP US HISTORY
AP BIO
CONCERT CHOIR
LUNCH
ASTRONOMY
GUIDANCE AID
ART II.------------------->I AM SO HAPPY I END WITH FRIEDMAN NOW, NO MORE CHOIR!!! YAYNESS....BOOBI!!!!!HEHE ^_^

well folks...i finally saw my schedule and here it is:
AP English
AP U.S. History
AP BIOLOGY(3&4)
Study Hall
Lunch
Astronomy
P.E. (Guidance AID)
Concert Choir
I AM GLAD THAT MY AFTERNOON IS A BREEZE...BUT NO DRAMA WORKSHOP!!!!.....FU*K....BRENNAN IS STILL THE MAN!! BUT UMMMM ALL MORNING LONG IS GOING TO BE A BITCH...OH WELL, IM STILL HAPPY HEHE....^_^

so i am finally updating after a long, exhausting, yet awesome summer.....i must say working at the haledon summer camp has been an experience......it's made me realize if i want to someday teach at an elementry school, IT IS A BAD IDEA! So, i've decided college would be a perfect place to teach... a place where i wouldn't have to deal with rugrats or spoiled inconsiderate vexing brats!.......the other half of my summer has been spent on AP work...an i Must say i've surprised myself...i am doing better than i thought i would do..i handed in my essays to brogan and recieved B+'s,,,,,got a B in bio which is also divine....but then again it's the summer...once school starts everything will be different I KNOW IT....when times begin to get rough i'll be running to all those people and telling them they were right..AP IS SO HARD...but i will not let it get the best of me ^_^.....there's just about 4 weeks till school begins and i have loads of work to do....ap history and ap bio yet to be completed....i owe my procrastination to Gina, who has taught me well lol...THANKS GINA!......i miss seeing my friends and am going to miss all those like stan,kelz,cassie,kerrie,kevin,jess,cheryl,laura,jen,meagan,and lauren....they have individually taught me that no matter what,there's always a light at the end of the tunnel...THANKS GUYS ^_~....OK so stevo's bday is coming and i feel i owe it to him to make it special, even though i haven't seen him all summer....he's been a genuinely awesome friend throughout the school year and was always there to talk to....he deserves a night of F-U-N^100000000000.....so anyone have any ideas? thinking about movies and dinner or something...we'll see....ok, sammy signing off....

MUST NOT GET UP...MAD TIRED...WORK IS HELL....AHHHHHHHH....SOMEONE HELP =/

today was the first day of summer and damn it felt good....WE ARE FINALLY SENIORS CLASS OF 2005!! Wo0t!!
Last night's graduation was hilarious....never seen ms.brogan so perturbed at the board of education....i didn't blame her tho, they are all jack asses...with the exception of 2 or 3....overall it was a mess....
it feels so weird to say i'm finally a senior in high school because it doesn't feel like i am, i feel like a freshman in college with all the classes i'm taking. My goal is to earn college credit when i take the AP exams, which is a good thing. Senior Year is going to be fun, IM GOING TO MAKE SURE OF IT. This time around there isnt going to be a party pooper to stop me from enjoying myself to the extreme. Let this serve as a warning to the person, whose name i will not mention, or else!! x_x.....
Today I finished the first assignment for ap english and i feel good. If only i could get things done as quickly for AP BIO,and AP HISTORY. With the help of our GREAT study group we will all finish bio ASAP....
More updates to come..ta for now!

i know it's been a while since i've updated so i might as well update on what's been up...
finals week is over!!! i'm glad junior year is over and done with...as much as i enjoyed having classes with some of the best people in the world, i just couldn't take my algebra2honors class....math=satan!....Gina,Moe,Collette,Kristin,and I all met this week and got more than half of the ap bio packet done...we work so well together and i feel so comfortable around them so i'm hoping this is the way we will stay through all of next year...Gina and I got Moe not to quit AP English cause he is an asset to that class!! He knows how to take a novel and disect it well, just like he does for bio...moe=the man!...last night i attended Collette's bday party and boy was it fun!!
I must say i have never had so much fun just making a fool of myself..."J", "TIFF", and a bunch of us made the most of it all....another night to rememba!! that's all for now o_O

so classes are over...and taking finals is all i have to worry about...but my schedule for next year makes things look like i won't have a life....i am contemplating many things such as ...MATH,do i need it?! BAH.....here's a preview of "HELL"
AP ENGLISH
AP HISTORY
AP BIOLOGY
Pre-Calc(-_-)ZzZz
lunch
drama
P.E./HEALTH(GUIDANCE AID)
COMP ART 3/4

so this week is going to be a crazy week...here's the rundown
1-P.R. MEETINGS
2-NHS BREAKFAST,STEVE AND I ARE NASTY AT MAKING FRUIT SALADS ^_^
3-AP HISTORY MEETING
4-AP ENGLISH MEETING
5-PARTY FOR FRIEDMAN
6-HONORS ENGLISH PAPER
7-STUDYING FINALS
8-START AP WORK
so much for FUN......GINA AND I ARE GOING TO HAVE FUN!!!!! ^_^

AHH another relaxing day at Six Flags tomorrow...NOT!....I'm going to be pissing in my pants on Nitro tom....Crystal M. is literally forcing me to go on these crazy,heart pounding rides...I don't think i could handle it.....she says i'll come back a new man,but i think i'll come back HIGH cause she's going to have to drug me before i dare go on those crazy ass rides...we'll see what happens...

OK, SO TOMORROW IS THE LAST AND FINAL TIME I AM TAKING THESE DAMN STANDARDIZED TESTS....GOSH I HATE THEM.i AM SO HAPPY I GOT GINA AS MY BUDDY FOR TOMORROW MORNING, OTHERWISE I'D DIE AT WAYNE SR.HIGH....GINA IS THE GREATEST!!....I HOPE TO RAISE MY SCORE, ALTHOUGH I KNOW IT WON'T HAPPEN SINCE I'VE PROVEN TO BE AS DUMB AS A DOORKNOB IN MATH.....AHHH...O WELL, WISH ME LUCK!!